Claudiaaaa

2011-09-25T18:40:00.003+08:00

START MUGGING CLAUDIAAA LEEEEEEEEEE!!

2011-09-05T21:44:00.003+08:00

I'm surprised some of you are still reading this blog even though I'm not updating anymore. Hahaha.

Life's been... awesome!

Had been working at suntec's IT fair for the past 4 days.

And have been drinking daily after work too.

Consecutively slept for only 3 hours for 4 days too.

Gonna replenish my sleep this few days!

Approximately 2 months and it's the start of O levels!

Claudia lee, NO MORE DRINKING!

I hope I do it. Haha, wish me luck! (;

2011-08-11T13:13:00.004+08:00

Hi there. Since that idiot casselyn posted this blog link on facebook,

the views shot up from 0 to 18 viewers in a day. Rofl.

So, since I won't be able to freely rant out my thoughts here,

I've created another blog. Actually, I created it 2 days ago, hehe.

I'll still occasionally post here once in a while when I feel like it (:

Besides, that other blog is so much better to rant since no one knows of it.

Perhaps one day I'll post up the link?

Haha, happy waiting. Doubt I'll do so in the meantime.

But seriously, that blog is more interesting for now.

Every post consists of pictures. Hehehe.

Okay, I feel so bastard for those that'll read this.

I'm just gonna leave you hanging,

cause I'll definitely not be posting the link here so soon. Maybe never?

Don't worry, I won't delete any posts here.

I still wanna read back my posts and laugh to myself one day. Haha.

Alright, bye~

2011-08-08T06:04:00.004+08:00

Vexed, again. I'm really starting to hate every single bullshit around me.

G, I seriously should hate you. You're the cause of all my misery now.

If you did treasure me in the past, if you did treated me better,

if you didn't beat me, I guess I wouldn't have left, right?

If I didn't left, I wouldn't have met him, I wouldn't have fell so in love,

and I most prolly wouldn't thus be feeling so miserable now, right?

Ha ha, pushing blames on others now, when I'm the one who did allowed it to happen.

But at the very least, I wouldn't hate myself so much.

I know it's so fucked up to say all this. But it's the fact isn't it?

But all I know now is, I'll never be back with you again.

I'll not be stupid enough to go back to someone whom I know would hurt me again.

Friends is all we can be. Or maybe, nothing at all.

But then again, I should thank you for allowing me and him to meet.

At least, me and him did have more happy moments than me and you did.

After ending a long term relationship, I thought I'll be able to go back to how I was.

But I met you, you taught me to love again, you proved to me how different someone can be.

You taught me that not everyone was the same, but in the end?

I realized that you were the only one capable of doing that.

You still left in the end. Leaving me all alone to endure all this pain.

I'm really so sick of love now. It really does nothing but hurts us in the end.

But it's even more difficult to let go.

Fuck lah, I'm so frustrated with myself.

I. HATE. GUYS. I. HATE. LOVE. I. HATE. EVERYTHING.

But.... I still only love you....

2011-08-06T10:13:00.004+08:00

I thought I could get you off my mind already.

But no, things aren't getting better for me at all...

No matter how many guys I'm talking to or texting with,

none, n-o-n-e, could replace you at all.

None could make my heart beat fast upon receiving their text.

None could make me smile to myself when I look back at the conversations.

None could make me feel like stalking their profile over and over again.

Why is that so.. Why is it so hard to forget someone? )';

I realized, no one had ever done what you've ever did to me before.

All the mushy texts you like to send, I could clearly remember all of them.

"I don't have a heart anymore."

"why?"

"Cause you took mine away, and it's gonna be with you forever."

...

"what's your fb password?"

"iloveweisheng"

"Say again."

"iloveweisheng, why? didn't receive my text?"

"No, I just love to see you say that."

All the stuffs you've done for me, the love letters, the long hours chatting over the phone....

Should I smile because of all this memories we've had,

or should I cry because it's over and it's never gonna come back?

It's been 2 months, each single day I'm still crying myself to sleep.

I thought I could do it, but I just can't.. I really can't.

No matter how much I tried, I just can't help myself but to think of you.

Each day getting all choked up. Heart still feeling so sourish.

When will all this end man? How long would this last....

How dumb can I get? Asking over and over again for your forgiveness is like sprinkling salt over a wound over and over again when I get back the same results each time.

Friends around me? All they know is "don't be stupid, not worth, blahblahblah..."

You know what, I fucking wish I wasn't so stupid too.

I fucking know it's not worthed sacrificing my goddame future for a guy.

I seriously fucking know I'm fucking pathetic doing all this.

BUT WHAT CAN I DO?!

You people make it seem all so easy, of course it is, for an outsider.

But what if you were me? Can you fucking do it? How will you handle it?

Fun? Club? Drugs? Drinking? Siam diu?

At the end of the day when we sober up, things are still the same isn't it?

I really don't know what I want now seriously. I'm aimless. Hopeless.

Insomnia every night. No appetite at all too. 1 meal in 2 days. Ha ha ha...

I really thought you would be my last, hence I put in all my love in this relationship.

Although I just don't show how much I love you, I REALLY DID.

I really could think of many ways to not love you so much, BUT I STILL DID.

What kind of life you gave me when we were together?

Why did I choose that kind of life? Has it ever crossed your mind?

I had never wanted to push any blames onto you, not until this point.

Was it all my fault for seeking fun? I am only 17, that playful age.

Of course I would grow tired of it like how I am now. But it's too late isn't it?

Why didn't I stop? Why didn't we persevere? Why didn't we hold on longer...

But I guess it was me that let go of all the chances. Fucking all was my fault.

Why did I give up at that point and regret so badly now?

Why am I contradicting myself now?

Since I'm supposed to forget you,

shouldn't I be instilling negative things about you in my mind?

Why the hell am I still speaking up for you to my friends, to my mom, even to myself?

I keep trying to find ways to hate you, but I just end up breaking my heart. Ha ha.

Speaking of friends, I've realized sometimes I really don't need anyone at all.

Just need some to spend time with, maybe rant some sorrows, that's it.

They're just gonna fuck you up at the end of the day isn't it?

When they're having fun, do they think of you? It's just bullshits if they say they will.

How many of them will actually be there for you when you need them?

Maybe coax you with some sweet words for the moment by saying,

"I may not always be there for you, but you'll always have my support blahblahblah"

I'm seriously starting to hate everything in my life.

Full of hatred for everything around me. I don't know what's become of me seriously.

Sometimes I really wanna laugh at myself for being so pitiful. Ha ha ha.

Humans are so selfish aren't we. Nothing satisfy us. We just don't treasure what we have until it's gone. And regret so much aftermath. Hahaha. Why are we such bastards.

Each time I tell myself to give up, initially I always thought to myself,

"Claudia, this time really, let go. Forget him. Study hard. Don't stupid. Okay I can do it"

But at the end of the day, the same situation happens over and over again,

"I really love him a lot, cannot forget him, maybe if I try harder, he'll come back?"

Or maybe blame myself, looking back at those pictures and regret,

"Why didn't I treasure him... why.."

Hahaha, I think I've gone nuts. No one would prolly read this anyway.

No one cares anyway, if I didn't told them. Ha ha ha.

K another bullshit post from me. Feeling slightly better.

K bye.

2011-07-15T02:13:00.003+08:00

I'm here again, with a mind filled with sorrows and definitely a badly broken heart.

Rejection.. I really wonder sometimes, am I too strong? Or am I too stupid?

How many times can I pretend nothing has happened and still chase after you again?

How many times must I force myself to stay strong, and beg you for forgiveness?

How many times must I be rejected and finally learn to give up?

Is constantly giving myself hopes

and keeping a positive mindset for everything really wrong?

This love is too strong, it's too deep, too difficult for me to just give up seeking your forgiveness.

Do you know how heartbreaking it really feels? :'(

Sometimes I really wish I didn't exist anymore.

Problems arising one after another. It just never ends isn't it?

I just hope everything ends once and for all. For good.

No motivation to do anything at all. Fuck my life.

Telling myself to stay strong, never give up, everything will manage to pull through,

am I doing the right thing? Or am I just hurting myself more and more?

Vexed......................

2011-06-29T01:53:00.002+08:00

Demoralizing.. Waking up each day, has become a torture.

How I wish I could sleep my whole life away, without facing reality....

Baby, it's been so long, since you've replied my texts...

I just really can't get over you weisheng :'(

I've been telling myself, cheer up, you'll talk to me soon, you still love me,

you're just too busy to reply, one day you'll be touched, one day......

Am I just lying to myself? I had never thought I would be what I am now.

Missing you, crying over you, reminiscing our past has became a habit.

I just wish you'd tell me what's on your mind.

Do you still really love me? Have you forgotten about all the forever we've promised?

It's was a moment of folly, I was too rash, when I said "let's break"...

I deeply regret it badly. I blame myself each day.

I've never hated myself up to this point before. What the hell was on my mind?

Each day, I just feel like a fucking lost soul.

No appetite to eat, no mood to do anything.

When I'm alone, all the thoughts of me and you just fills up my mind.

I seriously fucking regret all my actions. But what else can I do?

What the fuck am I still hoping for?

I've come to the point whereby I don't even feel I deserve you.

But I just can't let you go, can't stop loving you so deeply.

I'm really at a loss of what to do, what's my next step already weisheng...

:'(

2011-06-14T01:11:00.004+08:00

I still can't get over the fact that I've lost you...

When I'm left alone, images of you floods my entire mind, and I'll cry..

Even if I'm with my friends, I get this choked up feeling when I think of you.

My heart gets heavier and heavier each passing day. It's really shattered badly.

The only time I could release all my heartaches is when I'm partially drunk.

Have been forcing myself to drink and drink, even though I'm already sick of it.

At least it could help me run away from reality for that little while..

Well, life has been a mundane recently.

Drink, drunk, puke, sleep, wake. And the cycle goes on and on.

I've been awake for 40 hours and more than 24 hours without food.

Not trying to torture myself, but I've seriously lost the motivation to do anything.

Only thing that has entered my body - Nicotine and Alcohol.

Tears have been filling up my eyes at every thought of you.

I feel like a weakling.

I've never been like this before. Moreover, for a guy.

I can't withstand this excruciating heartbreak much longer.

Hopefully all this will come to an end soon...

This agony is seriously killing me bit by bit.

:'(

2011-06-12T02:06:00.005+08:00

Dear KayWeiSheng,

How are you? I hope you're fine. My purpose of writing this post is to let you know how much I miss you in my life each day you're gone. I was a bitch for not treating you better. I don't deserve your love at all. I still can't get over the fact that you're not gonna be in my life anymore. But being together would just bring more torture for you each passing day. No matter how, we just couldn't get back to our happy past isn't it? I should have placed you first, treated you right, spend all my time on you, stop drinking so much and loved you more. But I guess it's too late for regrets and it's impossible for us to get back to how we were before we got together again. You were the most special one. Remember how we knew each other? I liked your fb status, "Bored and hungryyyy." and you said "HI." to me. I replied "Hi!" and we started to give weird faces to each other, then we chatted on fb, and exchanged numbers. When we started texting, I knew for sure I had some infatuation towards you already. We continued texting daily, without fail. And gradually replying your messages was my top priority in everything. I remembered each time when my friends were talking to me and my phone rang, I would ask them to shut up, reply your texts and continue chatting with them. Remember that night, it suddenly rained and I was slacking under your house. I was shivering cold and you came down to pass me a jacket and went home again. It was the first time we officially met face-to-face since we started texting. Then it continued pouring, my friends wanted to go home, and you stupidly came down with 2 umbrellas and wanted to send me home. At that point, I was a little disappointed as I wasn't really sure of your feelings for me yet, but I knew I had already fallen for you. Continuing on, each night, I would purposely ask my friend out to slack near your house, hoping you'd send me home each time. And gladly, you did. Remembering the second time you send me home, I said I didn't want to go home (cause I wanted to spend more time with you) and asked you to show me how you do pull ups. We went to tiong park and slacked for a really long time. Remember me and you sat at the bench infront of the toilet and you said it was your home? Remember we were looking at a couple hanky-pankying? Remember I acted pissed off and walked away, we ended up walking back to each other again? Remember how we slacked till morning and I didn't want to go to work? Remember the 3rd time we met, at tiong park, you came down with your friends and I was with mine, and how we ended up at tiong tower b, and you piggybacked me home cause my slippers broke? Remember when I said I was hungry and you cooked for me? Remember how we mapled and tonned till evening? Remember when you went thailand, how we webcammed and how much I miss you? Remember when you wrote me a 3 page long love letter and you were the first that I've ever wrote a love letter too? Remember when you were sick and I bought the drink for you and accidentally spilled it? Remember the next day when I bought 2 more and decorated it for you? Remember how you kneel down at scape, 1st jan 2011 and asked "are you willing to be my girlfriend?" Remember how we took pictures and somehow coincidentally gave the same kind of expressions? Remember how we spent valentines day at sentosa and sat on the unlimited skyrides and you passed me your baby photo album at night? Remember how we could chat endlessly about our past? Remember how we played with each other and behave differently from other couples? Remember how we slacked till morning and go eat breakfast each time? Remember how you always call me 'baby!' very cutely and sweetly? Remember how we chat on the phone for such long hours and always feel very reluctant to hang up? Remember how you boiled hot water and took care of me when I was drunk? Remember how we planned our future together? Remember how you explained to me how you want your house to be like in the future? Remember how we wanted our wedding to be like? Remember how you made me feel very excited when you told me you had already planned how you were gonna propose to me? Remember all those fun times we've had together without any quarrels....? ;'( I really wished we stayed on at that period of time... I knew I was the one that changed. I'm truly terribly sorry for causing so much hurt on you.... We had so much fun in the past, didn't we? I really do hope you'll be happier now that all these quarrels and fights have finally ended. I'm also sorry that I've been disturbing you with all my nonsense messages and making you feel disturbed or irritated. I just couldn't stop thinking of you each day, each minute, each second when I'm awake.. I even dream of you when I'm sleeping too, I swear.. I wish you all the best, baby.. I just want to let you know, you were the best I've ever had before, and the only one that I've ever loved so deeply before... I will never forget you and all these memories that we've ever had before. Take care! :')

Haha.. doubt you'll get to see this too. Whose gonna care anyway?

2011-06-08T20:12:00.002+08:00

Cold war ended. Relationship ended too. Hahaha...

Hope we're better off this way?

It's just sad that we wont be able to talk like how we did in the past anymore.

I've been forcing myself to not think of you.

And I'll continue to do so to prevent myself from regretting.

K, I guess it's time to numb myself with alcohol or maybe with ~~drugs~~ ?

Ha ha ha. Titanium later on. Can't wait to enjoy and have fun.

Oh yes, I seriously hope people around me would start to think properly.

S-t-o-p f-i-g-h-t-i-n-g!!!! :@

2011-06-05T16:19:00.002+08:00

Tried to treat you good, talk to you nicely already. What more do you want?

Don't wanna appreciate then let me know. So I can stop putting in so much effort.

K maybe to you, I didn't try to put in effort to save this relationship at all.

But I'm letting you know now, I did.

I really, don't know what to do with us anymore at this rate.

Fucking talk to you nicely, what kind of replies I get?

When will this fucking cold war fucking end?!

2011-06-03T22:55:00.009+08:00

It's a typical friday night and yes, I'm home.

Hopefully I'll be able to stay alcohol-free this weekend.

Weisheng's sleeping cuz he's sick, aww get well soon baby.

And I'm keeping myself occupied with whatsapp and facebook.

Suddenly got emo after hearing some emotional songs.

Thought of the people around me, how they changed as time passed by.

One by one, people intruded our lives, made an impact and eventually left.

Looking back at old pictures from the past, I kindof miss all of them so much.

Qtss 1E/F~4E/F of '07 to'10. Don't contact with almost all of them anymore :(

'Tiong sisters' according to what others call us in the past.

All seperated either with boyfs or probably just leading their own lives.

One of the best periods of my life, 2007 and 2008 w this clique.

4E girls (not all). Miss how we changed in the boys toilet tgt.

Not forgetting this girl clique. Even though time together was pretty short,

I can't forget how we all huhu-ed together in the past. Heh heh heh.

How immature we were back then.

And then we were caught, that 1 year of reporting at cantonment as a punishment.

I missed how I slacked at plaza almost daily. Even though it was boring,

it was a routine to meet up with everyone at that period of time.

Windy-ians. The jokers around me. With them, I'll laugh all my woes away.

I miss how we gang up on the teachers in class.

Too bad we didn't treasure the time together much.

♥♥♥♥♥

I'm sorry I had to give you guys up.

Well, I guess it was me that chose to left you guys in the first place.

It was hard to choose at first, over bf and you guys.

But I see the point that I should stop taking drugs, that's why I gave you all up.

I miss the fun we had so goddamne freaking much!

I miss all our jokes, how we mock at each other but just as a joke.

I used to think, with them, I could do anything I want.

Being protected by all of them was one of the best times I've had.

Even thou most of you have changed, I do still hope to spend more time together agn.

I. love. all. of. you. my. bros ♥

2007, was kind of fun being childish and all.

Playing catching at tiong park and 'block banging'.

Still, I'm happy that some of us still keep in contact and I miss all of you.

Big clique uh. Used to see almost everyone at plaza daily.

But now, all of us became just hi-bye friends. That's sad.

3E. Wished I came to school more often.

13th oct 2010, tankoksoon's birthday. Wouldn't forget this day.

It was one of the best period of time then.

And the first day I met kayweisheng too (even thou I'm still with gab that time)

Heh heh heh. If it wasn't for that day, I bet me and ws won't even be tgt.

Sorry that pictures were not organised in order.

Noticed how many people came and left my life.

How they were once the most important people, but becoming strangers now.

But thru all these, made me realize how I should treasure people around me now.

F-R-I-E-N-D-S, a paramount importance to my life. I'll remember all of you :)

Lastly,

I really do hope we'll spend the rest of our lives together.

Don't wanna let me and his history repeat on us again.

Long term relationships are bound to have arguments and unhappiness.

But thru everything, it's our love that never fades and will keep us together right?

I'm so happy to have you in my life. Thanks for everything baby.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-05-27T20:30:00.003+08:00

3 more days to Olevels chinese paper.

I think I'm gonna die.... Okay maybe not?

I'm aiming to get B3, which I think is not really impossible.

And my mid year exams are gonna begin at the end of June, jialat.

Everyone's gonna have their holidays. Well, mostly.

This only means that more parties and drinking sessions are gonna gather up.

Sibei jialat. Why can't I find the fucking motivation to FOCUS ON MY STUDIES?!

I wish I had some friends that'll ask me out to study on weekdays.

Reason for me blogging now, I'm waiting for weisheng to knock off from work.

Gonna be a good girlfriend today and fetch him. Ahahah.

Ws says that we're gonna go somewhere to drink tonight. WOW.

Speaking of drinking, I suddenly got reminded of how we(ks and co) drank in the past.

I miss all of them, badly. Why did all of them fucking change.

We all know that one fucking thing that caused all these, d-r-u-g-s.

I miss how we always meet up to slack in the past.

But now, even though activities like drinking are present, there'll always,

okay maybe not always, but mostly, there'll be drugs too.

I'm depressed by the way tankoksoon changed. Very.

Hais.. What to do. Not even that close anymore.......

K nothing to say alr, bye.

2011-05-18T17:48:00.002+08:00

I felt shagged after knowing that I'll only have time with ws on sundays...

How to maintain this kind of relationship sia.

The time I get to spend with anyone else is even more then how much I get to spend with him.

Even with my classmates in mdis. Zzzzz.

Another thing. Our texts. Speaking of that just makes me feel worst.

You're like forever too busy with school or work to reply.

Hais...... It really seems like I'm having an invisible boyf afterall.

Despite all the advices people are giving me, I'm still insisting on being with you.

Reason is simple, I love you...

2011-05-12T02:13:00.002+08:00

I think my life is great now - apart from the studies portion.

I seriously have to motivate myself to study already, I mean it.

What's the point of repeating myself over and over again when no actions were done.

Why can't I just sit down and make myself focus like others?

My aim's just to score below 20. Not aiming too high I suppose?

Whatever. Kthxbai.

2011-05-06T05:42:00.002+08:00

Hahahha every tried pranking every single one around you?

Even all of your closest friends...well, except for a few.

It's seriously really fun looking at their reactions whilst you're actually

laughing badly infront of the computer when they're all concerning for you.

God I feel so bad. Haha, but idk what made me continued this prank.

Guess I was too bored and this idea came to my mind :)

....

But what if one day, this prank becomes real?

Oh god....Just the thought of it makes me panic already.

If only life was this easy. Ha ha ha.

It's already almost mid year, approximately 6 more months and I'll be having my Os.

And at the end of the month, I'll be taking my O level chinese already D:

I'm sooo sooooo soooooo not prepared for anything!

Having a whole group of friends that goes clubbing and drinking,

and a boyfriend that doesn't makes me study ain't much of a help either.

It's like 5.48am now and I'm not tired at all.

Guess imma be a good girlfriend and wake weisheng up for school later :)

I feel so in love with kayweisheng now. I'm serious. Heh heh heh ^^

Alright, ending here. No one reads my blog anymore anyway.

So what for continue blabbering nonsense ._.

Bye!~

2011-04-11T17:42:00.001+08:00

I fucking dislike your attitude now you know.

I didn't say that you need to like mine too.

Hahahhaha -'-

2011-04-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

Fuck, where are friends when you need them?

Seems like when friends are out there enjoying, they tend to forget abt you.

Ha, firstly there's you, you say I never ask you out, okay I admit, and I asked.

Then how about you? You got ask me everytime you go ph or wtv? NO.

Reason being, "You always get bounced out." or "I go with them." Hahaha.

Secondly, you, always say go go go, bring my hopes high, and end up being false hope.

You fucking know how it feels? No you dont. Ha.

And then, when you always wanna go somewhere, you ask once and I'll go no matter that.

I'm tired of being the one 'pestering' everyone to meet already.

I don't always get the chance to meet you all, and this is what I get.

And lastly, there's you. I seriously fucking hate your lifestyle.

Everyday, nowhere to go, no money, no outings.. Nothing!

Okay maybe there'll be some at times, but then, not enough cash always.

I really hate everyday now. Stopped looking forward to anything already.

Countless quarrels over the same few reasons and there's no way to stop.

Sorry I can't give them up for you. And I can't give you up for them too.

There'll be no win-win situation in this relationship and the last thing I hope for

is for it to end so quickly. Hahaha. But at this rate............

I'm really very pissed off right now. Tears are about to drip down my eyes.

Fuck this life now knn. Given a chance again, I'll confirm not choose.........

Ah whatever lah.

2011-03-27T19:25:00.003+08:00

I'm so lost. Soooooo lost :'(

I think I......

2011-02-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

Somehow I can't find the motivation to update my blog on a regular basis anymore.

Well, my life is....... great, I think? Ha ha ha.

I ran out of things to say alr, kthxbai.

2011-01-28T17:12:00.003+08:00

Steamboat later on and Azzura event tomorrow, omfg.

Moneyyyy! Why everything requires so much money? :/

I'm spending hell lot of money lately. Can't wait for new year!

Ahahah, I'm excited for later on and tomorrow's event already.

Haven't been to club in a long time already :3 Heheheh.

I'm supposed to meet Koksoon and co. at 4pm, and it's 5.16pm already,

but I'm still goddame lazy to prepare to head out. Hahah.

Kay, I'm gonna do my stuffs and leave already.

Goodbuaiiz bloggiiee :D

2011-01-28T16:09:00.002+08:00

I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy happy happy.

2011-01-22T16:47:00.002+08:00

Escaped from my torture. Found all my freedom.

I should be happy and enjoying.... right?

Used to think that being together everyday, every second was dumb.

And now that I've gotten all the freedom I need, I don't want it.

Looking back, even though it was a mundane, slack, smoke, joke, drugs,

I kind of miss it. Just that kind of simple life, but we had fun.

It's just that fun I'm missing so much right now.

I finally found out the reason for my emotional mood nowadays.

Probably because we were together almost every single day,

I've gotten used to sticking with someone.

Now that it's over, I've lost someone to stick too, hence feeling all alone.

I miss sitting at shelter, slacking and chatting.
I miss bickering around with everyone.
I miss watching everyone playing basketball.
I miss hearing everyone calling strangers 'auntie' or 'uncle' for fun.
I miss the lorry rides to everywhere.
I miss playing catching at west coast park.
I miss walking around mustafa for fun.
I miss going to chinatown daily for cough syrups.
I miss playing arcade and going to smoke at 4th floor exit.
I miss eating rajah inn, biefu, thai express.
I miss chatting on the phone.
I miss............

2011-01-20T14:02:00.003+08:00

Excited for tomorrow ;

Gonna meet up with my happy bros and sis windy-ians!

By then, I could probably forget all my woes and troubles.

I need to club badly like seriously.

Hope I'm able to hiong into PH or MBK successfully tomorrow.

Kthxbai.

2011-01-18T19:02:00.002+08:00

Can't be like how I am in the past.
Can't speak up and tell you how I feel.
Can't show you that I'm not happy.
Can't vent out my sorrows on anyone.
Can't go crazy whenever there's your presence.
Can't scream or hit you like how I treat others.
Can't have fun at all.
Can't stay mad at you for anything.
Can't be myself.....

Have to be matured and peaceful.
Have to keep quiet and think.
Have to smile and laugh, sometimes fake it.
Have to keep everything to myself.
Have to spare a thought for you.
Have to think of the consequences.
Have to have a quiet life.
Have to pretend that I'm joking when I'm really sad/angry/disappointed.
Have to act like I'm not like this.

Sometimes, it's really hard to maintain and keep pretending.
It's really tiresome and torturing for someone like me...
In the past, I really just voice out whatever I have in my mind,
and ignore everyone's feelings, not considering about the consequences.
But now, everything is really so different.
Every action and word has to be held in, in case you're not happy.
I know I probably wouldn't care to do all this if I didn't love you at all.
The fact that I'm doing all these, meant that I'm afraid to lose you...
But I don't really know whether I'm truly happy or not anymore :(
Yes I was the overjoyed at first. But right now I'm just confused...
Not right to ask someone to change, whereas the one that needs to, is myself.
Or maybe just adapt to all the changes around me and take it for granted.

2011-01-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

How to portray that sad feeling I have inside my now in this small column?

When will it ever occur to you that this is not how I want to be treated?

A million words I'd like to vociferate and vent out on you.

Contradictively, if I really did speak up, what will be the outcome?

Fuck man I hate this shit emotions that can't seem to fade away.

Torturesome.........

:'(

2011-01-14T14:05:00.003+08:00

You know, sometimes you'll unknowingly have a flashback of negative stuffs in your mind. And you know no matter how much you ponder on ways to change, it just stays that way. People whom you are there for, They often remember the bad things you did instead of the good ones. And when they are done with you, they will just forget all about your existence. You don't know what goes on in anyone's life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person's life, you're not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can't be precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person's life, you're messing with their entire life.
// Everything.. affects everything.

2010-12-20T17:42:00.001+08:00

Ph or not? :/

2010-12-10T12:45:00.002+08:00

Wheeee, I'm so bored againzxc.

I can't wait to see my lovely windy-ians later on!

Or should I say part of windy. Cause only Fel, Ari, Des, Wira and Ben will be there.

I miss school so much, NOT. I miss 4E :(

Rebel on 12th. Zirca on 23rd. Sian, can't decide whether to go or not :O

I wanna party, get high and have fun with my lovely girls.

At the same time, I'm afraid that the songs would suck and all.

Arghhhh. Why is my mind forever so contradicting?! -.-

Sometimes...

2010-12-10T12:30:00.002+08:00

I love my dearest Kaykay ttm! ♥

It's only been 1 month and 9 days since we knew each other.

But the love I have for you is indescribable :) Hehehe.

I can't wait for 1st Jan 2011, where we can start the year afresh, being together :)

I love you very very much Kayweisheng baby!

I'm yours, ♥.

2010-11-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

Lalalalalaa. I'm bored right na na na.

I can't even recall the last time I blogged and I know my blogs' dead alr. Lolol.

Things have been going well for me, which is practically a very good thing.

Holidays are a bore. I'm doing the same mundane everyday.

I can summarise my entire holiday events since N levels ended in 6 words :

Slack, sleep, drink, smoke, computer, club.

It's a saturday night but I'm doing nothing staying at home. Boreddieme!

I feel so weird blogging right now, feels like I'm talking to myself right now. Lol.

Okay.... Nothing to say anymore. Don't know when I'll be blogging again too.

This post is seriously nonsensical -.-

You're the best thing that's ever happened to me.
I love and miss you, dearest kws ♥

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2010-06-05T17:14:00.002+08:00

yesterday's event sucks ttm's ttm!! LOL.

didnt even check for ic, and damn less people!

even the people at the entrance oso sibei guai lan ttm!

i was wearing skirt, and a fcuking butch said i was wearing a pants underneath, and thinks that i have cigarettes inside. wtffcuk? i felt like slapping her face man.

the surroundings were damn small, and the worst thing is,

they fcuking serve one packet drink instead of the usual coke! (!!!!!)

sibei budget can! left the place at 1.30am and cabbed home.

im sick once again :( screw ytd's event! arghhhh!!

ive been sick for a week already :( i need gabby foong! :(

kay, i dont know what to say already. buhbye.

superhuman.

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2010-05-29T19:04:00.002+08:00

wow, ive been drinking and drinking so much lately :o

celebrated simin's birthday on thursday at esther's place.

dranked some alchohol which i dont like :(

kpkb a lot, like srsly a lot till late. havent met up like that for a long time!

ytd, met feli and co. at heights. went bar one to drink again.

burberry sibei shoikzxc ttm :) lolololololololsssssss.

home at 5am ytd if im not wrong? hahahaha.

okokok, im gna meet casselyn and xiaobai at plaza nao :)

my mind tells me to give up but my heart wouldnt let go :(

Blah.

2010-05-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

7th day without gab :( my life is so meaningless now :(

one week down, two more weeks to go. hais...

-school as usual sucked today, like obviously.

-have been playing maple private server w koksoon lately.

-havent been going out much. good girl liao ah :)

-still considering whether to go school later or not.

95% in my mind tells me not to go. lolol.

oh, i'll be working at singapore expo's food fare on 28th may to 1st june :)

time to earn some $$ so that i can buy iphone 4g :)

help me earn some money luh, click on my nuffnang ad :)

okay, imma take a puff and be off to bed :)

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2010-05-21T01:41:00.002+08:00

okay, i think it's time to update my blog.
havent touched this space for weeks :o
i bet i lost all my readers. k i know im boring lah.
i miss my gab so much :( baby, what are you doing now? :'(
million thanks to those who stood by and consoled me.
telling me to not think of gab is impossible,
but i know that you guys are trying your best console me. appreciated :)
okay, im saving money to do smth. i shall start working soon :)
kay, imma find smth else to do. click on my nuffnang! :)
baby, i miss you... :(

Blah.

2010-04-24T15:58:00.002+08:00

im bored bored bored :( waiting for my dearest to wake up.

pig one. hahahahaha. i have nothing to do :(

computer's lagging cuz some asshole is tapping my com.

plus it's gna rain soon too :( ahhh, i want to die alr lah~

exams are around the corner, but im still not motivated to study :o

die liao lah, how to get good results sia :(

my blog is sooooo dead :( no one tag liaoz. sian lah.

kkkk im gna end here if not i'll look like some mentalist.

baby, i will wait ♥

Blah.

2010-04-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

i'm smiling to myself right now :) hahahaha!

i luv gabbyfoongshicheng so muchie ! ♥

he is shitting in the toilet right now and im waiting for him to get ready :)

baby you know why im smiling?

cause i went into our private blog and i saw the post you just wrote :D

haha, you act cute luh! faster shit then we go eat tgt :D

mr gabby stop singing please! you sound like one idiot. hahaha ♥

baby ah baby, stop giving me that fcuk face hur.

-mrs foong ♥

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2010-04-07T17:13:00.002+08:00

HALOOO PEOPLE IM SO BORED RIGHT NAO IM GOING KRAZY!

HAHAHA, IM REALLY GOING NUTS IF I DONT LEAVE MY HOUSE!

I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT NOW. FCUK IT HARD!

I SIBEI PEK CHEK NOW! ARGHHS!

I DONT KNOW WTF HAS GOTTEN INTO ME BUT I DONT LIKE THE FEELING!

KNNBCCBPCBLJFUCKNB LAH! I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING SOMEONE'S FACE.

BITCHES! HUAHUAHUAHUA, FCUK YOURSELF! -'-

IM WASTING MY LIFE HERE BLABBERING NONSENSE LIKE ONE SCB.

NAAABUUU LAHH, ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ.

BAIBAIZXCS! -'-

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2010-03-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

wow, din blog for days. im back people :)

time flies out of a sudden. first week of term 2 passed so quickly :o

it just means that N levels are arriving very soon :(

din go to school today, muscle aches were the cause of it.

met baby at heights tgt with sam and feli.

slacked till 11pm then homed :)

so tired, i'll sleep 12 hrs a day if i didnt have alarm clock man.

friday tmr! song bo! ^^ enjoy my weekend fruitfully i hope :)

it's getting late nao, school tmr. goodie night!

we'll get thru this obstacle together :)

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2010-03-16T14:51:00.003+08:00

Zirca ytd was krazy ttm! :DD

the bass of the speakers damn power, up till now i can still feel it in my heart!

the only fcuked up thing is the bouncers fcuking guai lan ._.

entered using my own ic but somehow still gt the pre-entering stress siol :o

hahaha, but i did enjoy myself overall (:

should i go to the event at st.james on the 18th? hmmmm...

haha, im awake so early becuz why? i have to go to the fcuking cantonment ._.

seems like it's gna rain now, i better prepare first (:

i'll be uploading pictures taken ytd in facebook soon (:

my boyfriends' still sleeping ): pig! :p

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2010-03-15T00:05:00.002+08:00

i'm gna start blogging like last time again :D

read thru my post in 2009 and 2010,

and i find that my posts in 2009 more interesting (:

muahaha, whee~ zirca in 19hours time! me cant wait already lah~

hahaha, it's been so long man. so long since ive been to a proper event!

what's more i'll be going using my own ic! ♥

me cant wait luh~! muahahahahhahahaaa.

simin ah, pray hard you dont get bounced out okay? *evil laughs*

hahahaha. i'm damn eggcited now i think im too high to fall asleep! :p

my heart's jumping superbly fast now whenever i think of zirca tmr!

my whole mind is revolving all about zirca naoz!

lalala, i'll go on and on with the zirca shyt if i continue blogging.

so me shall end here :D

catch me at zirca tmr :)

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2010-03-12T17:19:00.002+08:00

Gotten back my PPR for this term!

Only passed 2 subjects, the rest all knn.

I'm only happy with my English results.

I was one of the 2 that passed and I'm ranked at number 2.

I've srsly slacked my way through manzxc. Hahahaha.

First time getting a 1 digit for a test, which is a 9/100 for maths.

That's how much I freaking slacked this term!

Hahaha. Somehow I'm confident of getting 15 and below for Ns.

Dropped from 4th position in class to 31st in class :)

I'm gna scare everyone and make a comeback next term. Muahaha.

My aim, top 10 in level again. Bull shyt lah I dont even think I can top 20 ._.

Zirca in 3 fcuking days! Me cant wait me cant wait! Gna save $ alr :D

Before I end off, I'm so worried for someone right now ):

He cant be contacted since ytd and he's in somewhere scary now all alone ):

I know how he feels becuz I've experienced it before too.

I dont know why I'm feeling like this right now when I shouldnt.

And yes that someone is none other than Gabriel Foong Gabby.

I'll be waiting.

Blah.

2010-03-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

Din go school today again.

It doesnt feels like I'm having my Ns this year at all.

I gotta buck up man. I've been slacking since that start of school.

Idk why I'm so tired lately. I feel like sleeping every minute.

Slept for 15 hrs ytd and I got tired after 1hr when I woke up.

What's wrong with me nowadays :(

Met Casselyn and Xiaobai at plaza just now.

Slacking and doing usual stuffs everyday. How awesome is that?

And everyone's using iPhone now. It's like the freaking trend? Lol.

Casselyn's the only extra one using 3G whilst the rest of us are using 3Gs ^^

Should I go for the event tmr? Or should I just wait for Zirca on the monday?

I cannot wait for Zirca! I cannot wait for Zirca! I cannot wait for Zirca!

I'm tired alr.

Get yourself outta my head and my heart would you?

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2010-03-08T18:36:00.002+08:00

Cant sleep cant sleep! ö

Ive been on lying on the bed since 430, but somehow I cant fall asleep ):

It's already 640. If I nap now, I'll probably wake up at 12.

Then I'm not able to fall asleep again, which means I'll be tired tmr. Arghh.

I'm damn bored and I dont know what to do till 10.

Oh yeah, I wna rant. I got caught for smth I didnt do in school again!

Jane and Rushdi were infront of me, then they were screaming and shouting.

Suddenly the VP came and ask why I should CB. I was like, wth what I do sia.

Mentalist. He was standing BEHIND me somemore.

If time could rewind, I would shout back at him,

"wow, you gt some kind of super power? you were standing behind me,

and yet you can see my mouth move? and where's your fcuking evidence man.

dont bull shyt what CB is not a nice word to say lah. dont tell me in your whole life,

you never use any vulgarities before? lame dog. oh, and where's your mic?"

Fcuking VP, idk why the hell he's always on the stage and talking nonsense.

Nonsense like, you may go back to class and stuffs when MrLim is supposed to do.

The mic like your fcuking life like that siol. Cant live without it. Lame shyt.

Oh, is this cyber bullying? I'll get into trouble if he sees this man!

Ahh, I'm damn scared now! I better hide, NOT! As if I care.

No wonder you're always talking about cyber bullying all that,

cuz you're afraid of people 'bullying' you on the net! Hahaha, I pity you siol.

Everytime at there show-off you some kind of very good VP or smth.

All the bullshits you talk about everyday, you think we give a damn?

You are just like a joke to us man. Everything you say makes no sense.

I'm not even angry at all, whereas I'm laughing to myself.

The 'role models' in our life are mostly the ppl we least wna learn from.

Oh, they dont even have anything to learn from!

The only thing I've learnt from the VP,

is to snatch the mic with other teachers everyday and blabber nonsense (:

I feel so much better right now.

Mr, I'll be yours ♥

Blah.

2010-03-07T15:46:00.002+08:00

It's sunday already! :O

Why does weekends pass by so quickly while weekdays so slowly ):

Family day today, celebrating Yihao's birthday today.

Stupid little imp. Why his bday so big, everyone has to go.

Whilst me and Leon's birthday no one cares? Biased biased biased!

Grandmother's discharged. Means I'll be gettin my pocket money daily alr (:

8 more days to Zirca! Hope I dont spend finish my money before that day.

I havent done my D&T homework, so much to do man ):

I got nothing to say alr. I'm looking forward to school tmr, not!

I'm so gullible.

Blah.

2010-03-06T00:33:00.003+08:00

I'm fcuking tired this week! I need to sleep for 24hrs man ):

Sucha miracle, MsLim din ask for my letter or mc today :o

Went home to sleep, but the fcuking neighbour staying on top of me renovating the fcuking house then the stupid drill made me keep jumping up suddenly. -'- you.

Went out at 6pm. Habourfront to have dinner, then went plaza.

Watched Alice in Wonderland. Fcuking boring.

Why isnt there any show nowadays that is nice man!

I cant wait for the movie Kidnapper to air man. I sure watch one ^^

I have to go down mummy's shop tmr to help ):

There goes my weekend. Fcuk it lah. At least I'll get $, if not I rather act sick :p

Kay endin here, have to wake up early tmr ):

Retribution falls on me.

Blah.

2010-03-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

I hate QTSS so muchie ):

So tiring man. School ending at 330 on tues, wed and thurs ):

I'm late for the first time this year for school today! D:

And the worst thing is tmr the whole school has to run 6 rounds!

How fcuking unfair is this?

Always saying, becuz this is your school, one for all all for one shyt.

Srsly who-the-fcuk cares? In future when we get sack, everyone also get sack meh?

Isnt the point of going to school to study?

Whatever man. Teachers say what also right, we say what also wrong one.

Still say what every pupil has a say thats why gt the student suggestion scheme.

Fcuk you understand fcukers.

I realised the thing we learn most about school is to hate, dislike and rebel.

Hate the teachers for always making us do fcuked up things like singing the national anthem over and over again like morons, when we dont even have to sing the national anthem when we work in future.

Dislike particular teachers that always think only for themselves or catching us for this and for that, causing us to lose interest in coming to school, in the end saying what no discipline next time no people wna hire us. Bull shyt lah!

Rebel to those assholes that punish us without seeking the truth to what was right or wrong, causing us to not come to school or giving up in studies.

Disagree? There can never be a week of peace and teachers making us happy.

Confirm sure got one day that we have a fcuking black face one. Cb.

Fcuk I'm starting to really lose interest in my studies already.

I have to stop blogging about school liaozxc. Stressing everyone out man.

On the lighter note, happy 16th birthday Casselyn Ong Lee Ting! :D

16 alr ah. Legal age for sex alr hur. LOLOLOLOL!

Hope you like that auntie present I got for you (:

Let's choing the upcoming events tgt ^^ and let's pangseh horsimin and charlene! :P

Okay I slept damn little ytd. Time for my seducing bed (:

A simple text from you and I'll jump and shout like a monkey, ♥

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2010-02-26T23:27:00.004+08:00

I'm so tired nowadays~ whywhywhy! :o

Happy birthday Natasha (: 16 alr, 2 more yr can use own ic enter Zirca alr hur?

Lol, school was damn tiring today. Kept sleeping and sleeping :o

If it wasnt for all the texts to keep me awake,

I think I would be sleeping during recess too. LOL!

Windy block after school to have our fresh air. Lol!

Homed to change and stuffs, went Plaza to meet Garret, Casselyn and Xiaobai.

Slacked at arcade, lunch at 18chefs, looking at Xb arcade.

Then Garret and I went home. Took my nap (:

Idk where to go now ): Everyone's busy with their stuffs man.

Where's all the fun and entertainment! Boooo.

Havent been seeing many people nowadays. All die go where man!

Yongjie's always dota-ing or with his gf,

Charlene and Simin's always with some funny people that I dont know,

the rest dont know all die go where, all ps me alr luh!

Boring shyt, me go have some fresh air alr.

Lame. Lame. Lame.

Blah.

2010-02-24T22:48:00.003+08:00

Din go school today! Blame MsLim! :o

Actually idk why I like to say it's her fault but srsly she's a bitch. Lol.

I'm getting more tired as days go by ):

I've been sleeping at 3~4am for the past 2 days, so unlike me ):

No letter tmr! Hope that bitch dont ask me for it :p

Grandmother just got admitted into hospital again ):

No more pocket money from her, means I'll have to spend my own savings ):

Okay I sound as if I dont care about her, but I do okay. Fillial granddaughter okay.

Now's my chance to grab my sleep. Hahaha.

Goodnight sleeptight, sweetdreams to you*! :D

The rest, fcuk off man. Hahahhaahaaa~

Me luv the way you care (:

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2010-02-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

School's getting boring-er and boring-er everyday ):

Damn fcuked up. I'm finally home early today! ^^

Reporting at Cantonment gna end soon (:

I'm dead beat cuz I slept at 4am ytd ):

Gna sleep early today! If not no energy for my wifey tmr. LOL.

Short short post. Me nothing to say liaozxc.

Mister, why are you born with a fcuk face?

Blah.

2010-02-21T22:14:00.002+08:00

Been to plaza the whole entire weekend! Kind of boring :O

Watched Valentine's Day yesterday, fcuked up show, dont watch!

It's the worst show I've ever watched and it's fcuking 2 hrs plus.

Left the show halfway, thats how uninteresting the show is. Lol.

Plaza today again to meet Casselyn and Xiaobai.

Casselyn left halfway for family dinner whilst I stayed at arcade with Xb.

Fcuking boring. Casselyn came back after that, chatted and stuffs.

Left Plaza at 10pm. School tomorrow! Can't wait! :DDDD

Can see my wife and friends and *! :DD

Ciao~

I want you!

Blah.

2010-02-17T22:21:00.003+08:00

Just reached home! Tired ):

I like 4E, I like my wife, I like my classmates, I like unisex toilet.

But I hate school, I hate Ms Lim, I hate studying, I hate tests, I hate homework! ):

First thing in school, MsLim came to me and said my skirt still cmi.

It's fcuking touching my knee already! I am a hipster, what the hell can you do?

Who the hell wears skirts or shorts at the waist? Unless it's a proper one right?

Bitch, so many people out there's skirts all shorter dont want catch them!

You expect everyone to wear high waist skirt to school ah? Bloody shyt.

Srsly, one more time, I'm gna start with the part-time student shyt again.

I've really started concentrating and being a good girl alr kay.

Stop pushing your luck and my limits. My patience is DAMN limited.

I bet those that know me well knows that I get irritated and pissed dam easily.

How I wish I can talk like Peter Chao in your face bitch. Fcuk you -'-

And speaking bout homework, there's so much to do in D&T now! Arghh!!

And I realise uh, ALOT OF YOU IDIOTS LIKE TO READ MY BLOG HURR? Haha.

Andand, most of you are from 4E hurr? Hahaha!

So, Felicia, Ari, Natasha, Ryan, PohEe, Tessly and so on, please leave a tag! :D

Okay nothing to write about liaozxc. Chao ~

It's not bout you, it's me. Okay it is you.

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2010-02-16T04:21:00.002+08:00

$.$

Recieved 24 ang paos this year :D 10 more than last year! :P

I havent opened them yet, and I dont know what I'm waiting for too.

Hahaha, havent thought of spending them on anything yet :o

After grand's house today, went Cine to meet Gab, Koksoon and friends (:

Purchased the leg friendship thingy again. Muahahaa.

After that, walked down to Cathay, bought movie tickets (:

Bought tics for the wolfman thingy, then slacked till 1am.

Just when we were entering the movies, the people asked for our ic!

I could have went in loh, but the rest cant, so changed of movies ):

Waited till 1.55am, watched Little Big Soilder. Quite funny luh.

Cabbed home after that with Waiyee and Gab at 4am (:

And here I am staring at the com now :D

Fcuking sian, tmr have to go Cantonment again ): Faster end lah!

Cant wait for march 15, event at Zirca and Rebel! ^^ I confirm go one!

Lalala, kay I shall go to bed alr. Gd'night stalkers!

It's not gna be the same anymore, bye Cs!

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2010-02-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

Bday in 3hrs time or so! Wheee :D

Dont have to hiong in NC16 or underage club alr ^^

Hahahhaa, I cant wait to go to school tmr :o

Celebrated bday with family just now at Taka (:

Had buffet at Cova, dam fcuking nice can the food there! :D

After that, shopped around for new year clothes.

Fug my step father today. Or should I say everyday.

Kay I gt nth to say alr, Byebye~

Fly me to the moon.

Blah.

2010-02-06T03:43:00.002+08:00

I suddenly dont know if I should go to Wavehouse tmr or not ):

Or should I go out and walk around with friends?

I dont know what else to talk about already.

Before I go, I wna thank Charmaine aiai for helping me lv 133 :D

Okay I'm tired, nights y`all!

I wna scream to the world that I love you.

Blah.

2010-02-01T17:04:00.003+08:00

Whee I bought my iPhone just now! :DDDDD

Btw, I've changed my number to the old 9277**** one.

Save accordingly ah ^^ I also will be using my 9429**** one,

until the prepaid no more :) I very happy now ah :D

Okay I go play more with my iphone alr, got bluetooth sia!

Okay I know I very sua ku, but srsly I din know 3Gs has bluetooth.

My ichy hand make me cant leave my iphone alone sia. Hurhurhur.

Hahahhaa, okay I go play more alr, toodles! :D

We could be a beautiful miracle.

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2010-01-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

Boring day. Meet Yongjie, went HoSwee and bought our puffs.

Casselyn came, went KFC to eat. Then slacked at Lil Heaven.

Yongjie left, Casselyn and I went to Charlene's place.

Mapled there, then left at 7 for plaza.

Nua-ed at arcade all the way. Had macs, then homed.

Family day tomorrow. What a bore.

Mummy promised to get me iPhone on monday.

Let's hope she dont say that only to make me happy, and lie again.

I'm suddenly damn pissed off by a certain someone.

Fcuking said this, then suddenly do that. Wtfcuk. Disgusting.

Okay let's not spoil the mood. Celebrating my bday on 6th at Wavehouse! *hints*

Cant wait! Gna drink drank drunk that day no matter what.

I've been saving for a week already! Time to have fun ^^

Peter chao rocks. And I love him^^ Ciao!

Tsk, together with a pig, how interesting.

Blah.

2010-01-27T22:03:00.005+08:00

I've got many pictures but I only feel like uploading one. Hahahaa.
Bday in 12 days! Cant wait! ^^ Heard there's an event on the 11th of feb.
If there is, I'll be going in with my OWN ic! WHEEE! :DD
I cant wait lah. I'm gna be greedy this year. Damn long no buy things alr sia.
And to some people, yes I'm single already. Stop asking me why we broke up.
I dont owe you people explanations. I only say when I want to.
Okay 10pm alr, bedtime! AS IF LAH. Hahaha. I'm tired alr, nights!

Liar m, liar l, liar g, liar z. Every fcuking person I trust lied to me.

Blah.

2010-01-23T15:26:00.002+08:00

Wavehouse in a few hours time! Wheeeee.

I got a sudden urge to touch up my current tattoo now :O

Maybe during march holidays ^^ Lawls.

I'm fcuking bored right now. Waiting for the time to pass slowly~

Maybe I'll go read my Eclipse now :P

I've got nothing to say alr, hahaha, boring.

Love, is nothing but a piece of crap.

Blah.

2010-01-22T17:21:00.004+08:00

Casselyn is fcuking irritating. She is whining like a idiot behind me!
I'm purposely writing this infront of her T.T
Okay I'll be going alr, if not this fcuking bugger keep irritating me ._.

Chao~!

[Edit]
Kay I'm back home. Boring day, but I'm still satisfied (:
Went plaza with Casselyn. Xiaobai came too.
Walked around and stuffs, I went Membina.
Met Charlene, Carlito, Nevin and I forgot the 2 other guy's name.
Home at 10.30pm ^^ I'm kind of tired liao.
Partaying at Wavehouse tomorrow! Cant wait~! Wheeeeee.
I'm gonna sleep till tmr afternoon even if I have to force myself to sleep :P
Ugh, damned muscle ache. Hope it gets better tomorrow :O
Wake me up, when January 7th ends ^^

-Gone-

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2010-01-18T22:30:00.004+08:00

I just completed my english essay and I think I've written the best essay I've ever written in my entire life! LOL. I feel so proud of myself :P (Claps to self ^^)

I'm damn looking forward to getting back the results for this essay.

I think I'm gonna score damn well. Hahahhahaaa.

(I may post up the whole essay if I did well! :P)

I'm seriously gna choing my N level already. I've woken up to my senses!

No more slacking and sleeping in class already. Jiayou ah Claudia! Laughs!

Okay this is just a short short post, I'm off to bed now!

Reporting at Cantonment tomorrow, gna be a long day tomorrow!

Kay me need my beauty sleep now, goodie nighties!

I am new.

Blah.

2010-01-16T19:21:00.003+08:00

It's saturday today and I aint going anywhere! (yet)
Me like yesterday alot alot! Me want everyday lidat ~
After school went windy block, then plaza with Simin and Esther.
Slack slack, then went home to change then back to plaza.
Casselyn and Charlene came after that, ate at kopitiam.
Arcade to slack and alot of people were there! :DD
Tiong park to slack with C, C, S, Carlito, Joel and Raymond.
Douglas came, followed by Khailoong and Daniel.
After that so many people came which I dont know the names ._.
Simin went home. Casselyn and I went back plaza. Harlene stayed.
Slacked at arcade area. Xiaobai, Jeremy, Cass and I went Chinatown.
Then back to plaza. Went Kim Tian yong tau foo, then homed (:
Whee, dinner's back. Gna have my dinner then I'm going out already :D
Mapling alot nowadays :P Created new character!

Kay me go dinner already. Ciao~! :D

23 more day to muai 16th birthday!!!

Blah.

2010-01-14T09:51:00.003+08:00

Second week of school and I'm already not going to school ):

Not that I wanted to but I really am sick kay!

I lost my voice wtfcuk. And I dont even wna open my mouth to talk.

I practically din talk the whole of yesterday except for phone calls.

I'm so bored now and I've got nothing to do ):

Blog-hopped for like 2 hours already. Hahahahaaa.

I feel like an idiot, I din go school but I still woke up at 7. Cute hur.

I cant wait I cant wait I cant wait! My birthday in less than a month! :DD

Then I'll be entering an underage club with my own ic not being under underage! ^^

I'm so bored I repeatedly watched Hi my sweetheart 3 times already :O

I think thats the godliest show ever lah, must watch must watch!

I like to go to school :D I like to study :D I like to pay attention :D

I dont sleep in class anymore :D I dont take smoke breaks anymore :D

Somethings seriously wrong with me. Maybe I'm really changing already (:

I'm aiming to get less than 10 for Ns this year. And I think I can! :D

Not sure of going to Higher Nitec or Sec 5. Ahh confusing ._.

Okay, meeting Casselyn later at plaza ^^

So many female dogs around nowadays, irritating sial. So fcuking disgusting.

OMG LOL, some teacher just called my house and asked about me.

My grandmother so nice she helped me talk to her althou she cant speak eng :D

Okay I'm going to eat my medicine nao and go maple :D Level 115 alr okay!

Oh, before I go, should I get iPhone, Blackberry or Chocolate? Cant decide!

Eclipse!

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2010-01-10T14:42:00.002+08:00

First week of school was okay, din get scolded for anything :D

I kindof like the new timetable now cuz we get 10min smoking break aft ea lesson.

Okay enough about school, I'm damn bored now.

Supposed to be family day today, but mummy cancelled it last min zzzz.

So now I have the whole day without any plans. Zzzz.

Kay I've got nothing to say alr. N level this year!

And I'm gna aim for higher nitec. Sadded haha.

Kay end here. Chaooutsidemuttafucker!

Bleach pen.

Blah.

2010-01-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

Happy new year :D

2 more days till the start of school! Woahwoahwoah.

I'm being a good girl from now on uh. :DD

Me not gonna pon school as much as last year already~ :DD

But stupid QTSS change so much, makes people want be part-time students nia.

Ughh. Shag shag. Stayed home today! Mapled all the way :O

Pretty boring. I'm going to meet Yongjie for awhile later?

So I can take a puff :D Staying at home hurr, no kick to smoke one sial.

Oh, I'm going to quit smoking in school! Kay la, it's difficult.

But I'm definately gna try :D Smoke before school and after that (: More safe ^^

Kay me stop here. Going to bath nao ^^

Bad girl gone good :P

Blah.

2009-12-29T11:09:00.002+08:00

I VERY ANGRYYYY!!!!!!!

Someone give me a bomb please? I wna bomb QTSS away ):

Here's the link for the fcuked up timetable next year.

http://www.queenstownsec.edu.sg/portalx/timetable/QTSS%20Timetable%20(wef%204%20Jan%20updated)/index.html

For those 4E-ians next year who are lazy to click, heres a summary:

Form teacher, Marilyn again (-'-)

Maths teacher, Mabel Goh again (*#$%)

PE teacher, HARRIE. AGAIN. WTF. Bloody hell 4 years still him!!!!!

Fyi, he was the one who go suggest the school ends at 3.30 to principle.

Fcuking hate him can! I really damn angry nao!!!!!

The only good thing is Aslam not eng teacher anymore. Claps.

But I still very angry lah!!!!!!! I've ranted but I still ain feeling good!!!!

I want to change school!!!! Pray hard hard mummy let's me change ):

If I could, I wna fly to BMSS :O Hahahhahahahahahaaaaaaaaa~

Kay I need to go Cantonment report soon. Shutzbye.

Damnation.

Blah.

2009-12-26T09:18:00.002+08:00

Merry belated christmas! (:

I'm always outside lately, home just to sleep, hence no update :P

School starting the week after next D:

Bought my school shoes already, getting my books next week.

No more tons already D: Sian-ed.

Okay, christmas this year was damnit boring. Worst christmas ever!

Woke up at 9pm today. Damn Khailoong woke me up ._.

Went down park to meet him, Yongjie and co. Lazy to mention :P

Train-ed to Tampanies, then took bus 29 to Changi Village. Went OCH.

Damn boring lah. Asshole Khailoong's great idea ._.

Cabbed down to Cyrus after that. Lan-ed.

Home at about 6am (: Boring day hurrr.

Kay it's 9.30am now, I think I'm off to bed (:

I dont know lah.

Blah.

2009-12-18T09:35:00.002+08:00

School reopening soon ):

Havent bought my books or uniform yet. Omfgsxzc!

Ahh, I havent prepared anything yet! So many things to buy!

School shoe, bag, uniform, books, pencilbox etc. Ahhhhsss.

I'm being damn paranoid suddenly omfg. I'm still left with half a month thou.

It's 9.37am now, I cant sleep back already D:

Anyway I just 'learnt' to cook egg just now! First time okay!

It doesnt really look that nice but it's nice to eat kay! :DD

I'm going to learn to cook my meals already (: Sudden sial.

Okay me is having a very wierd feeling nao ):

I feel very light, but my head is like spinning.

Everything I see now seems to be a dream. Hoowww? ):

I cant feel my tongue like how I usually do too ): Enough is enough.

And please sisters, dont everytime huhu ler kay? Me no like this feeling ):

I'm hungry! Very very hungry! I dont like you! D: D: D: D:

Okay this is a super random post.

Bu yao hu-hu le hao ma?

Blah.

2009-12-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

I like yesterday :D Heights at 9pm with the same people.

Slacked there for very very long till bout 2am,

Gabby, Koksoon, Feli, Sam and quite a few others, lorried to Cathay (:

Watched FengYun. Stupid show. Dont watch! Waste of money. Haahaha.

Hell lot of slow motion and the storyline is damn short but the movie lasted 2 hrs.

TBRise for breakfast then homed at 7am (:

I'm meeting Jesmine at Tiong park to slack awhile later (:

It's been so long since I've met up with my girls hur ):

Kay chopchop, I'm off to prepare :D

Hais...

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2009-12-06T20:55:00.002+08:00

So long never blog already! Sorry readers~

I'm not gonna work for this holiday already :O

Stupid interview. Everything say okayokay then now say cannot.

Fcuk your mother hard hard lah. Lolxzsc.

Have been tonning almost every night the past few days.

Wanted to go fishing at labourdoor park ytd but stupid rain spoiled the plan ):

Kay I'm going out with my bitches later on (: Not including Casselyn!! :P

Ong ar, we break liao hor. Dont forget kay? Dont ask for patch ar :DD

Boredy boredy. I left my New Moon at Baby's place, so I got nothing to do now! D:

Butterfac on the 8th?
Bye.

Blah.

2009-11-26T00:55:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's event at Butterfactory was so freaking fun! :D

Okay maybe it is to me but not others.

Cuz ClaudiaLee havent went to any event for 6 freaking months!!

Hahahahhaaa, my legs are acheing but I feel satisfied (:

Okay I'm still considering if I should go to the event on the 28th. Lol.

I'll upload the pictures soon if I'm not lazy :DD

I slept for 12 whole hours but I'm still damn tired.

Kaykay chopchop. Buhbyes :DD

This will really be the last and final time/chance.

Blah.

2009-11-22T23:32:00.004+08:00

Wheeee I'm so damn freaking excited for tomorrow!!

Finally, going for interview tomorrow (: Muaahhahahaa.

I cant wait to work! Then I can buy stuffs I want already ^^

And GabbyFoong is coming back Singapore tomorrow night too! Wooots~

Casselyn came my house just now, then we went over to Plaza :D

Ate at QiJi, then slacked around. Saw some usuals too (:

Went Lil Heaven to slack. Then Simin came down.

Chatted till 11pm and we all went home :D

I'm sooooo addicted to reading my Twilight now. Kay I know I'm slow.

Mum bought me the whole set, which includes New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn!

I think I'm gonna finish it real fast cuz I'm already at the half of Twilight.

P.S, I only bought it yesterday kay. Hahahahhahaaaaaaaaa.

I want to faster get my pay and I'll buy myself a phone :DDD

Kkkkaaaayyyyy I'm off to continue reading :DD

Muacks baby I lubbb chuuus.

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2009-11-18T05:09:00.002+08:00

3 more months! Then officially 16! Ahhhh, muahahahahaaaaa.

2 more months! Then dont have to go Cantonment already!! :D

Kaykay I'm like damn crazy now cuz GabbyFoong just woke me up ._.

It's like 5am now and I cant get back to sleep alr.

Thank you very much uh Gabriel. Laugh laughs.

Mummy's birthday today! Wheeee, I'll be getting $ later too :P

I think my holiday is gonna be damn boring.

Dont think I'll be finding a job. Even thou I really really REALLY want to work.

I feel like working at Macdonalds cuz I want to eat McSpicy everyday siol.

Things I want to get this holiday are Gucci wallet, Porter bag, iTouch, Fred Perry......

All for that asshole :P Want all these expensive stuffs for what ._.

The only thing I really want for this holiday is to change my phone. Zzzzz.

Mummy bluffed me. Say after EOY, now holiday alr also no phone.

And I also dont know what phone to get. Guess I'll wait for Christmas (:

My life, so simple now. Haiszxc. I want to have fun!!

So bored with my life! Wake up, com, go out, plaza, lanshop, smoke, slack, home.

How uninteresting is this? I want some activities please! D:

Or should I start preparing for my N OR O levels already? LOL.

The bitch is back. All over again. Blahblahblah.

Blah.

2009-11-11T19:20:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored, I feel like a pig. Slept for 10 hours straight!
Met Simin yesterday, went Cantonment to report.

After that homed to change then meet Casselyn at plaza.

Simin and Charlene came after that too. Slack slack slack.

Charlene and I went Jeremy's place, woke up Zairong and him. Hahahaa.

Went Charlene's place to call her counsellor, back to plaza.

Ate at Mac, then 2 of us slacked at tower b.

Shermaine and co. were there too, went ho swee after that (:

Lan shopped, Yongjie and Khailoong were there.

Slacked there for very very very long, then Charlene and I played audi. Lol.

Bout 2am, Jeremy, Zairong, Bruce, Andy, Charlene and I went Sentosa :D

Supposed to go over to catch prawns, ended up catching so many crabs.

Bruce and Andy ate RAW crabs! Hahahhaaaa! And they said it was damn nice.

I wasnt supposed to blog about this, cuz Bruce told me not to, but I'm evil :P

Catch till 6am, then went to wash up. Played tai-di whilst waiting for the bus (:

Went Harbourfront market to have our breakfast, then went Jeremy's place.

I went home after that whilst the rest slept at his place (:

Reached home at 9am, slept till 7pm. LOLLLSZXCS!

I like this kind of tons alot alot! :DD

Okay I've got nothing to blog about already. Buhbyeszxc!

244th day le oh. Love you baby (:

Blah.

2009-11-02T04:12:00.006+08:00

He's mine! :DDD

On the ferry to Karimun Island (: What a nice scenery!
Day one, this is the fcuking mountain we had to climb.
Look properly, it's the one at the back, that damn tall one.
From the top, it's so fcuking high lah. Imagine trekking for 5~6 hours!
I swear I will never go trekking again!
It's so damn tiring + dirty + dangerous + haunted + slippery!!
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3-ge-hao-ren, LOL!!
Met Casselyn at plaza, saw Charlene. 3 of us went Marina to arcade. LOL.
Walked to Suntec after that, some people giving our flyers gave us this plastic bag.
Fcuking cute cans? Haahhaha. Slacked around, bussed to Queensway (:
Met Baby, Koksoon, Xuyang, Noah, Nianyong. Had laksa, slacked at arcade.
Casselyn left. Went mac and saw Doink! Hhahaahhaha.
That was when I started to miss the camp. *ding dong ding dong*
I miss those funny irritating songs we created.
And room service at night. Hahahahha. Awwww and cig there cost only 2$ ):
Black menthol's avaliable there too sial. Everything's so cheap!
Spent less than 10$ there nia. Lollllzxcs.

I like times like that. 3 of us going to places like last time.
Not worrying for anything and just laughing our butts off.
Doing what girls are supposed to do, just having fun.
Forgetting our troubles or just pouring them out to each other.
I sure wish more of such outings are possible.
Since both of your boyfs are inside and mine is gna be busy working.
Hahahahaa, but there's not a sec that we'll forget bout them (:
Went swimming at Delta today! With my Asselyn and Harlene (:
Sucha random decision we made yesterday. Hahahahahhaaaa.
I really enjoyed myself yesterday and today ^^
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Oh, I'm having school in 3 hours time. Isn't it supposed to be holiday!
Why do we have to go back to school then! Arghhh.
I'm restricted to doing to many stuffs this holiday ):
Cant dye hair, cant go overseas blahblahblah.
Meeting Nianyong at bmc later for breakfast then school. LOL!
Hahahaha, it's been ages since I last blogged sucha long post with pictures.
I think the next time I'll do this will be next year or smth. Wait long ah (:
Speaking of that, 4 more months and I'll be officially 16!
Not too long, not too short ah. I'm considering the event on the 16th this month.
Hmmm, 24$ per ticket is so not worthed it. ):
And I'm spending all my money on food nowadays, LOL.
I need money! And I still cant find a job! Holidays' so screwed ):

Once again, LEON LEE SUCKS BIG TIME!

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2009-10-26T23:35:00.004+08:00

Lol blogger's lagging like what-the-fcuk now.

It's 11.35pm now, 7 more hours before I'm out of singapore (:

Will be gone for 3 days 2 nights.

Will blog about my camp when I'm back if I'm not lazy :D

Okay, I'm tired like fcuk now but I'm waiting for my phone to be fully-charged.

Windy-blocked for the last time of 2009 after school today.

Went home to change for awhile then met Baby, George and Noah at Queensway.

Shopped around for our stuffs, went arcade after that.

Noah left, the three of us bussed to Vivo.

That 2 IDIOT laughed like crazy but I dont know what's so funny bout their jokes ._.

Went BEST to walk around, Toyr'us to play, then George left.

Baby and I went to have our dinner, then back home (:

I took 1 hour to pack my camp stuffs, and here I am staring at the com.

I'm so fcuking tired, wtv, buhbyeszxc!

Which place am I in your heart?

Blah.

2009-10-22T23:27:00.002+08:00

I'm still very very sick ): Didnt go school today.

Stayed at home the whole day, sleeping and computer-ing.

Baby accompanied me to see the doctor just now (:

Bloody hell, cost 40$ sialzxc. Just for 4 stupid medicine ._.

Walked home after that, saw Zairong and Augustine on the way :D

Slept till bout 9pm, watched teevee, then baby came :D

Went over to Yongjie house downstair's basketball court.

Koksoon and co. were playing basketball whilst I just slacked with baby (:

Home at bout 11pm. Good girl hurr? Becuz I'm so darn sick ):

Oh, I havent been smoking for 2 days already :D -claps-

I'm gonna try to quit smoking, so I wont burn $ that easily :DD

I've got MC for tomorrow, but surprisingly I feel like going to school leh :O

Cuz of the photography thingy. I think I took very nice pictures ^^

Kay I'm going to sleep already, nightszxcs! :D

Tomorrow and future, which one comes first?

Blah.

2009-10-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

I'm very sick sick sick....

Charlene spreaded her 'virus' to me ):

I cant talk now, omfg. I dont even wna open my mouth to eat ):

Damn you bloody soar throat! And stupid fever ):

Why sick at the wrong time! Wna sick that time never, now holiday then sick.

I'm still wondering what I'd be doing during the holidays...

Cant seem to find a job or whatsoever.

I'm so hungry right now, someone cook porridge for me lehzxc ):

Hate being like this ):

Blah.

2009-10-20T02:43:00.002+08:00

2.43am now, school in 4 hours time D:

Cant sleep omfg, long day ahead of me sialzxc!

Going to ClarkQuay with school for some 'excursion' thingy.

Gonna take many nice pictures later on! :DD

After school, reporting at Cantonment, then plaza for some stuffs.

I had alot of fun this long weekend, hope my holidays'd be like that too :D

I predict that I'd be sleeping in the afternoon, and wake up at midnight. LOL!

I think like almost everyone will also be like that luh, laughs.

Finding a holiday job! Intros anyone?

I dont know why...

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2009-10-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

18chef-ed everyday, how boring!

Met Asselyn at plaza, went 18chef, saw Harlene, Imin and others.

Walked around with Asselyn around plaza.

Like what the hell is there to walk in plaza right? LOL.

Baby came down after buying malboro black menthol! Wheee.

I swear buying that is more worthed it than next chill! :D

More chilled than next chill and it's choing one :P Laughs.

Kay some damn stuffs happened, went membina.

Alotalotalot of people came after that. Woahzxc!

After that, baby, Cheryl and Caiyan and I went to buy black menthol at KimTian :D

18chef-ed again to meet up with the rest.

The rest went off whilst baby, asselyn and I went macs.

Cabbed home after that with asselyn! :D

Happy belated to TanKoksoon! (:

Celebrating his birthday tomorrow with baby and friends!

Looking forward to it, sure damn fun ^^

Work.

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2009-10-12T03:24:00.005+08:00

Early monday morning, school's on in a few hours time, how great?

Here I am staring at the computer screen like some idiot.

My eye's hurting like mad, cant stop scratching it and it's damn red right now :O

Maxwell market for breakfast with mummy just now, followed by plaza.

Horsemin said wna meet, I reached alr she still havent bathe ._.

Saw Bernard, asked him help me buy cig, but failed -.-

18chef-ed to wait. Cheryl came, followed by horsemin.

How nice of Zhiwei to help us buy cigarette, laughs.

Two of them studied whilst I just kept walking around, disturbing, dancing, smoking.

Cant believe we actually stayed at 18chef from 2pm to 10pm. Woahh.

Didnt spend any $ there, but got more than 10 cups of ice lemon tea,

6 scoops of icecreams, 1 brownie and some sausages. Jealous? Muauahahahaha.

Helped them to close shop, Charlene came. Went tower B to slack.

Sad, i-forgot-the-name's last day working at 18chef alr. Have working fun at fusion(?)!

Charlene and Simin left. Cheryl and I slacked awhile more, left at bout 11.30pm.

I cant believe I've been going to 18chef from monday to sunday this week!

So many friendly people there, except you know who you are hur zw? LOL.

I havent make up my mind if I'm going to school tomorrow! Ughh.

I wna go cuz I wna take back my results, dont want cuz got assembly. Lame.

I'm so happy with my life right now, as if. So havoc, everyday 18chef 18chef!

I think I can memorise the whole menu alr luh! Laughs.

Maybe putting my blog on private for awhile. Dont ask why (:

I'm going to take-a-puff, before trying to go to bed (: Gd'night!

Micklet! ♥

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2009-10-09T04:51:00.002+08:00

Confused :/

OngLeeTing! We needa talk already. Muahahahahaa.

Holiday today, when everyone else has to study ^^

It's 4.54am now, I just got woken up from my sleep 2 hours ago.

And I cant sleep back already. Hahahahahahahaaaaa.

I feel like going to the next event nehzxc :P

Okokokokk, buhbye (:

Stranger 18

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2009-10-08T13:58:00.002+08:00

Exams are officially over~ Yaynesses :D

Hahahaha I'm super happy right now, and I'm looking for a holiday job :D

I'm going to report later, fcuk irritating. I'm only supposed to go on tuesdays!

Some kind of bloody interview shyt. Waste of time.

Maybe meeting the horse later at plaza (:

Yesterday, Casselyn, Charlene, Caiyan, Simin were there too! Like wth so rare sialzx.

But kinda felt quite different from the past. How come hurr?

Muahahaha, I'm running late. Damn Cantonment! :P

Let's party people~~!

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2009-10-06T12:11:00.002+08:00

2 more papers left! D&T and listening :DD

SS paper - sure fail. Muahahahaa.

But my maths paper 2 like sure pass leh :D LOL.

I sounded like some small girl ._. I gotta report later at Cantonment. Shytzxc.

Stupid horse school dont wna over yet, so I'm home now waiting for her.

Hmmm, I'm considering whether or not I should have a hair cut.

Maybe a trim or smth, but I'm afraid it doesnt turn out nice :P

I realise hurr, alot of people come my blog never tag one leyy. Hahahahaa.

Idiot, all come my blog dont know how to tag. My tagboard like died alr lah.

I dont know what to blog about but I know that I got alot of things to blog about! LOL

I cant wait for sec 3 camp! :DD Believe it or not, I've only been to Beijing & Msia.

Went Beijing when I was pri 5 cuz of some chinese exchange program. LOL.

Msia twice, one was a relative's wedding, another was pri 6's Malacca trip. Lol.

I'm so looking forward to going overseas with my lovelies! Wheeee.

I swear that I'll go Korea before 25. Muahahahahahaaaaaa.

This post like super random and boring rightzxc? Lol.

I have the urge to go to the holiday events! Muaahahhahaa, maybe just one?

I miss going to those parties and dancing ourselves away like crazy.

Awww, when's the next proper event coming? Halloween? Lol.

Kay I'm not gonna continue, I think I'm boring everyone already.

It's not you, it's me. I'm sorry.

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2009-10-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

I'm happy, yay. I dont have to worry about my future anymore.

I'm gonna retire by the age of 23~25. And still have money rolling into my pockets.

And money's gonna keep coming in until I die, and still continues to flow.

I feel successful for my age, 15. Smiles. Thanks mummy ^^

Anyone, 18 and above, wants to have this kind of life too? Contact me.

Ask your father / mother also can. Whole family also can. It's never too late ^^

Sad thing is, I can only start working at 18. 3 more years ah.

Mummy's opening another shop at Iluma by end of december :O

Yayness, I dont have to worry about not bringing enough $ to spend at Bugis alr :P

I love my life :DD Who wouldn't? LOL. I can like quit school if I want now too :P

But considering the facts that I can do well, why stop? Lol.

I regretted neglecting my studies in sec 2 D:

If not, I would still have maintained my tops in class. Doubt I can make it this year.

I meant make it as in, top for class and stuffs, not promotion.

If you're giving up on yourself, no one else can help you anymore.

I'm left with 4 more days of examination days before I relax for my holiday.

Finding a holiday job so that I could fufil my promises to you. P, iT.

I've got nothing to blog about already. 88, wait for me in the shelves~!

Can't change back anymore?

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2009-09-30T23:02:00.004+08:00

As y'all can see, or should I say hear, my playlist consists of all Kpops :P

Seriously the songs are damn godly lah. SNSD rawkzx! :DDD

Kay I'm sure gonna pass my english language (:

Geog is a sure fail, out of 15 pages I left like 8 pages blank ._.

After papers, mummy came to fetch me to have our lunch at Great world with kor.

Shopped around after lunch, mummy had to go bank so kor and I went to see iTouch.

There's this new ipod shuffle which I think is fcuking style! But it's 2 or 4 gb only ._.

Maybe gonna ask mummy to get either the shuffle or touch for me after exams :D

Before that I'm gonna get my LG crystal or chocolate or other phone first ^^

After that went to some talk at some office tower. Then sent kor Bukit Timah.

Mummy and I went over to grandma's place to pass mooncakes (:

Went to fetch the small imp after that. Noisy dumb ass. (younger brother)

Dinnered at plaza, bought subway for kor, homed (:

I'm supposed to go study with TANYONGJIE(dont be shocked) today.

But that asshole suddenly had to go out with his family. Bloody hell.

Hence I didnt study at all. Wthh it's already the 3rd day of exams.

And I havent even touched a single book yet! Mummy predicted that I'm gna fail alr.

No no no no no. Hahahahahahahaaaa. Kay baby wants me to sleep already (:

I'm coming baby~ ♥

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2009-09-29T00:10:00.002+08:00

Back to blogger temporary (:

I kinda like blogger layouts than onsugar which is all plain and stuffs.

And the text like all so huge ._.

Okay my mother tongue paper 1 is gonna start in less than 7 hours! D:

I'm suddenly getting stressed over it, wthhh. Tian ahhh!

I cant get to sleep somehow, but my eyes are closing already. Insomnia? LOL!

Somehow I'm so addicted to Korean stuffs, their songs, singers, comedys and stuffs.

And I know how to listen to korean alr :D Okay, exaggerating, I know abit only :P

I'm so stressed that I'm talking nonsense now D: LOL.

I have to report to Cantonment tomorrow too D:

And friday I have to go Clementi for the case thingy D:

I'm like making myself stressed up for nothing. Lol.

It's already 12.20am now, ahhhh.

Kay I'm chatting with Noah on msn now (: It helps.

I'm gonna bomb my sorrows on him now, LOL!

Oh, add my new msn, clzy-piink@hotmail.com (:

Ciaozxzxczxc!

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2009-09-01T01:15:00.002+08:00

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2009-08-31T23:28:00.004+08:00

Fcuk blogger lah. Everytime cant upload pictures.

I stayed over at baby's place yesterday :O

Sudden decision. First time there too. LOL!

Then morning went to school. Took 145 (:

Ahaha, so many people tout baby and I werent going :P

Didnt win for our dance. But I bet if it's about laughing, 3E sure win. LOL!

Fcuking funny on stage! Kept laughing nonstop sial! All act shy only. Laughs.

After that, went windy block as usual ^^

Then bussed to Heights. Koksoon and co came up the bus at Redhill :D

Then slacked awhile and had our lunch, went Blangah Rise Pri.

Even thou I'm not from that school. Haha. I miss River Valley Pri sial.

It's much bigger than BRPS :P More fun also. Hahahahaaa.

But no one seemed to have went back to RV.

Got chased out of BRPS cuz XUYANG anyhow pee. Lame fuck right.

Went CC outside to slack. Then baby and I cabbed home (:

Slept from 3pm till bout 10pm. I think I'm sick. What-the-hell.

Thanks to the weather uh. I wna go out now!

Everyone's gone to today's event. And TYJ's a dota-siao now.

And baby's sleeping. So no one to meet! Plus it seems like it's gna rain anytime.

Oh, reasons for not going the event, tired + lazy + no mood + some said very strict.

Omg it's like so long since I went to a event! 2 months? LOL.

Maybe.... Officially 16 then go. LOL. 5 more months till I'm officially 16! ^^

Then baby can come with me together. Wheeeeeeee.

I don't know what to blog about liaozx. Imma go ka jiao people alr. :P

13 more days to 6 month! Half a year leh. Ahh, love you baby!

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2009-08-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

Walauuu, I cant upload pictures in blogger. Wtffcuk.

I have so many spastic pictures of Casselyn, Simin, Charlene and I!

I bet if we look at it again, we'll sure laugh one. Lols.

Kay, so I ponned school again today :P

Had this fcuked up headache. I think it's becuz of the knock on my head ytd.

Blue black now sia ): It's dam fcuking painful..

Met Simin and Casselyn at Clementi. They accompanied me report :D

Afterthat went home, changed and stuffs, Casselyn and I met at plaza.

Waited for Charlene to come down. Bussed to Bugis (:

Bought my bag. Casselyn bought her high waist skirt. Back to plaza.

No one there. So went Kim Seng CC to find baby, whilst others were training (:

After training, went 24hour to eat. Zhixiong's treat. Lols.

Home at bout 12 (: I loveeee today kay. :D

Going NUH to see korkor before he go for his operation tomorrow.

Get well soon! (:

Fated to love you baby ♥

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2009-08-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

Added another song to my blog, Sorry sorry by SuperJunior :D

Haha, Missy just got home. Still kinda drunk.

School was boring today. Skip that. Went to dental today.

School's dental. Cheapskate sial. Hahas. But my teeth is cleaned (:

Kay after school got home. Watched fated to love you abit, napped.

Baby got his LG Arena already. So happy for you (: -even thou I jealous..- :P

Okay woke up after that, went Membina to meet Simin, Charlene, Dayan, Bingfu.

Baby accompanied me. Then Caiyan, Teckliang, Mark and Darren came.

Drank. Police came. Tio screened. Fcuk you.

After that, went xiao tian tang continue to drink :P

Baby sent me home after that :D Love you.

Okay Missy is fcuking tired now. Go sleep alr.

Pictures of us.

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2009-08-25T00:34:00.001+08:00

Goodnight world~ Claudia's going to sleep now (:

Muahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

I love Gabriel ~ Lalalalalalalaaa~

Sudden hyper-ness. LOL.

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2009-08-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

I just woke up. Like wth, it's 7.53pm now.

How am I suppose to fall asleep later on? LOL.

Let's blog bout my weekend (:

Friday,

Casselyn and Xiaobai came to fetch me, then went plaza.

Saw alotalot people! Simin, Gladys, Carilyn, Jesselyn, Charlene, Kimjio, Bruce, Jeremy and many many others which I'm lazy to mention :P

Baby came at night, slacked awhile at Griller exit.

Took pictures with Simin and Carilyn (:

Some stuffs happened so went xiao tian tang to slack (:

Went home at about 11pm.

Saturday,

Met my dear Casselyn at plaza. Charlene was there too.

Went Bugis. Casselyn bought her bag. Walked around.

Did something which was super lame. Tried wigs sial! HAHAHA.

Dinner at FoodJunction. Then bussed to Ho Swee to get our cigs.

Left the 2 of them whilst I bussed to Vivo (:

Saw Zairong and Bruce went I went up the bus. They got down.

They told me to go up to sit. Saw Kimjio, Gideon and some others (:

Reached Vivo, they went arcade while I met Noah at the train station.

Sat the monorail to Sentosa. Baby and friends came to bring us to Gary's chalet (:

Happy belated Gary (: Pushed people into the pool and stuffs.

Tonned there. Disturbed people and stuffs. Super funny.

Kumarran stepped on Bingyi's leg at night! Laughs.

Checked-out at 10am. Went Vivo Macs to have breakfast.

Home after that. That explains why I woke up so late.

Alright I'm gonna meet my dear at plaza now. I'm so late.

Will upload pictures as soon as I find my USB cable (:

I love my boyfriend, my husband (:
and it's forever.